Monday, January 22, 2007

Into the Future..

Our graduation is fast approaching but I still don't know what course will I be taking up for College. Because of my problem, my mother told me that I should take up BS Nursing like my sister. She even shared all the pro's if I will take up Nursing. I know my mother was right that taking up this course will lead me into a good future. We all know that it is in demand abroad and it can let you earn much dollars. But I don't like Nursing as my course in College. I can't imagine myself wearing the white uniform. I think it looks bad on me. I also don't like this course because of the pressure it will bring in my studies. As what I observed with my sister, she's struggling in it. My sister too, before,doesn't like this course. But I think, she has finally learned my mother's point why she likes us to take up the certain course. Well, I guess, I should do the same thing as what my sister did. It's really hard for my part not to follow my own decision but I know, my parents were right.

They discouraged me in taking up on my chosen course, which is Fine Arts, because as they say, I will have no future in it. Less opportunities for jobs will come my way if I will choose this course. I guess my parents were right because it will not give me a good future compared to BS Nursing. But I really love Fine Arts, but I think I should give up on it and give way to Nursing.
Now, I have decided that I will follow their will for me. I know that someday, I will be able to love it as how I love my chosen course. I know it will take time for me to love it but I have to! I know I'm wrong because I'm not fighting for what I want. It's just okay with me now. I had finally accepted their decision for me.

But still, I can't get over in giving up Fine Arts. Know what? I had planned that after I graduate in Nursing, I'll enroll in the course I like. I think they would not mind if I will do it because I already finished the course they want from me. I guess it's my time to be happy, because I already made them happy by obeying them. My greatest dream really is to become a world-renowned artist. Sounds too ambitious right? Since I was a kid, I really love drawing. God gave me this talent which I am very thankful and be proud of. I even dreamed to have a cartoon show where the characters from it were my sketches. I know i can do this if I will believe in myself. But before this, I should accomplish first my other mission-to follow what my parents like for me.

I can be a nurse and at the same time the world-renowned artist. Isn't that cool?

1 comment:

-LoUrNeTh- said...

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